I have recently experienced some unruly scenarios that had me thinking negatively and I fell into the hole of quasi-darkness. If it wasn't for some insightful and sound people, I would not be able to say this now: I am detached from the negative stuff and return to my positive and happy self. Yup, I am officially detached from the bullshit!
So with that being said, I do admit that I did begin reacting negatively. I can now say that I have truly learned from this experience. My insightful oracle has reminded me that I have no control over the behaviors and actions of others; I only can control my own actions and reactions. A-HA! Thanks for the reminder...I don't know where I would end up if you didn't come. Thank you.
In the midst of this "experience," I did encounter some amazing people who have been living a pure and positive life. As of today, I will do my best to begin living this positive life. I fell off track at some point, but today, I am back on board. I am aware, I will detach, I will accept all that is.
Thank you.
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
Cleanse - Day 4 & 5
I'll be getting back to my normal rants after this first week is over. This is a huge accomplishment so bare with me.
Day 4
I awoke to stomach pains, worried that I may have an “accident” I rush to the bathroom. Ok, no surprises or accidents, but the pain was actually gas. Hmmm? I’m thinking I have to track this…..
My intense craving have some-what subsided. I have to stay away from food blogs or anything associated with great food (like the food channel or cooking channel). To help in my preoccupied distractions, I try to finish up some work I've been putting off. Like updating my house-sitting profile :o) and filling on that healthcare information :O/
E-reader...hmmmm...do I indulge or not? Kindle or Nook? I gave up the desire of an IPad, but if given to me, I ain't gonna turn that away.
New mattress...that means a new frame to. Ok, so much disctractions that actually have me spending $$$$, WTF?
Day 5
After awaking even earlier with pain, I took another look at my schedule. I believe I must take my evening meds much later. Waking up early is not cool! I’ll try this tonight and hopefully tomorrow, I won’t have the same problems.
Day 4
I awoke to stomach pains, worried that I may have an “accident” I rush to the bathroom. Ok, no surprises or accidents, but the pain was actually gas. Hmmm? I’m thinking I have to track this…..
My intense craving have some-what subsided. I have to stay away from food blogs or anything associated with great food (like the food channel or cooking channel). To help in my preoccupied distractions, I try to finish up some work I've been putting off. Like updating my house-sitting profile :o) and filling on that healthcare information :O/
E-reader...hmmmm...do I indulge or not? Kindle or Nook? I gave up the desire of an IPad, but if given to me, I ain't gonna turn that away.
New mattress...that means a new frame to. Ok, so much disctractions that actually have me spending $$$$, WTF?
Day 5
After awaking even earlier with pain, I took another look at my schedule. I believe I must take my evening meds much later. Waking up early is not cool! I’ll try this tonight and hopefully tomorrow, I won’t have the same problems.
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